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a depressing stream-of-conscious diary

May 7th, 2025 - I'm dating a girl
April 24th, 2025 - I went on a date
April 21st, 2025 - Language and Paradigm
April 20th, 2025 - Infinity, edited by ChatGPT
April 16th, 2025 - Time Valued
April 13th, 2025 - More Wittgenstein
April 6th, 2025 - How should I spend my time?
April 5th, 2025 - idgaf
April 4th, 2025 - Feeling Lost
April 1st, 2025 - Peace on Earth
March 31st, 2025 - The Self-Confidence of a Conservative
March 30th, 2025 - Tulpa Type Coping
March 30th, 2025 - Taxes
March 23rd, 2025 - Language is a Sense
March 22nd, 2025 - Days slipping by and ADH
March 19th, 2025 - How to Live
March 15th, 2025 - What to do with how you feel
March 14th, 2025 - Blistering Self-hatred
March 11th, 2025 - Numb
March 11th, 2025 - My Self
March 10th, 2025 - My Friend
February 28th, 2025 - Improvement?
February 26th, 2025 - What is Trauma?
February 25th, 2025 - Komm, Susser Tod
February 22nd, 2025 - A moment to be me
February 20th, 2025 - More Unstable
February 20th, 2025 - Violent Urges
February 18th, 2025 - Jekyll and Hyde
February 11th, 2025 - Fear
February 9th, 2025 - Invalidation of Feelings
February 8th, 2025 - Why people aren't empathetic when you tell them trauma
February 8th, 2025 - Bob Marley
February 6th, 2025 - This Kind World
February 5th, 2025 - your success in life is determined by...
February 2nd, 2025 - Just Keep Going
February 2nd, 2025 - Parts
January 31st, 2025 - I couldn't finish watching FLCL
January 30th, 2025 - I-Statements
January 29th, 2025 - It's so fucking over
January 26th, 2025 - An Interview
January 22nd, 2025 - Gagging
January 21st, 2025 - Using Hinge
January 16th, 2025 - Mind the Step
January 14th, 2025 - I Found my Wallet
January 7th, 2025 - Wallet
January 6th, 2025 - True Self
December 18th, 2024 Living up to my Potential
December 15th, 2024 - Being Emotionally Detached
December 10th, 2024 - Being an adult
December 10th, 2024 - Misery
December 10th, 2024 - Suicide
December 5th, 2024 - WLB
November 12th, 2024 - nosebleed
November 9th, 2024 - Been a while
October 18th, 2024 - I quit therapy
October 14th, 2024 - I am kind
October 13th, 2024 - The world is all that is the case
October 12th, 2024 - Siddartha
October 7th, 2024 - It's Actually So Over
October 5th, 2024 - Limits of World
October 2nd, 2024 - Dreams of Another Shore
October 2nd, 2024 - Being Alone
September 30th, 2024 - I miss her so bad
September 29th, 2024 - Tractatus
September 28th, 2024 - Outer Wilds
September 25th, 2024 - Allergies
September 23rd, 2024 - Therapy
September 22nd, 2024 - Motorcycle
September 20th, 2024 - My Lesbian Bisexual Friend
September 18th, 2024 - Hot Pot Alone
September 15th, 2024 - I Can Do Anything I Want
September 14th, 2024 - High School
September 13th, 2024 - Remnants
September 7th, 2024 - Cigarette
September 6th, 2024 - A Stroll
September 4th, 2024 - Life Carries You Away
September 3rd, 2024 - In the Depths
August 30th, 2024 - Notes of a Mirror
August 24th, 2024 - Time Flies
August 8th, 2024 - Moving Out
July 27th, 2024 - Raw Feelings
July 24th, 2024 - Changes to Our Government
July 23rd, 2024 - To the Son I'll Never Have
July 22nd, 2024 - Dogmatism
July 19th, 2024 - Wittgenstein's Whispers
July 18th, 2024 - Old
July 14th, 2024 - History, Service, and How I Feel
July 5th, 2024 - Nothing to Say
July 4th, 2024 - Politics and Society
June 21st, 2024 - Assumption is Faith
June 17th, 2024 - Unfit for Consumption
June 15th, 2024 - To Be Great
June 13th, 2024 - Hypermobility is Correlated with Anxiety
June 5th, 2024 - Advice for Young Me
June 4th, 2024 - bbbbbbbeep
May 30th, 2024 - Sapolsky and Mental Illnesses Revisited
May 25th, 2024 - Sweat
May 24th, 2024 - Being Friend Being
May 16th, 2024 - Words Words Words
May 12th, 2024 - Better and Better
May 10th, 2024 - Sitting Inside, Gaming
May 8th, 2024 - Growing Up
April 29th, 2024 - Seggs
April 27th, 2024 - Epiphenomenal Simplification
April 26th, 2024 - Downspiral
April 25th, 2024 - Feeling Great Again
April 22th, 2024 - Feeling Awful
April 22th, 2024 - Stronger Faster
April 20th, 2024 - Epiphenomenalism: Predictive Power
April 20th, 2024 - Stealth Health Wealth
April 19th, 2024 - Garlic
April 12th, 2024 - Porn
April 12th, 2024 - Feeling Good
April 10th, 2024 - Further from Humanity
April 8th, 2024 - Direction
April 7th, 2024 - Where did we end up?
April 5th, 2024 - My Life, a Weezer Song
April 5th, 2024 - Food
April 2nd, 2024 - Trapezius
April 1st, 2024 - Models x Mental Health
March 31st, 2024 - Mirror
March 31st, 2024 - Wanker
March 29th, 2024 - Sugar
March 26th, 2024 - Break
March 26th, 2024 - Friends
March 26th, 2024 - A Worldview
March 25th, 2024 - Relief
March 24th, 2024 - The First Twenty
March 24th, 2024 - Writing with Ego
March 22th, 2024 - Bag of Chemicals
March 22th, 2024 - oOOOOOOOOOOOOO
March 20th, 2024 - What
March 20th, 2024 - Cathedral
March 20th, 2024 - Lies and Singulair
March 19th, 2024 - Qualified Human
March 16th, 2024 - Public Writings: An Explanation
March 16th, 2024 - People
March 15th, 2024 - Body
March 15th, 2024 - Diary Blog Post
March 13th, 2024 - My Philosophy
March 6th, 2024 - Running
March 5th, 2024 - Feelings
March 3rd, 2024 - Words
March 3rd, 2024 - Health
March 2nd, 2024 - Infinity
March 1st, 2024 - Status
February 27th, 2024 - Neurotic
February 27th, 2024 - One and the Same
February 8th, 2024 - A Year Later
July 31st, 2023 - ADHD
June 17th, 2023 - Twenty-three
February 25th, 2023 - Pathetic
February 21st, 2023 - Complaining
February 20th, 2023 - Patterns
February 20th, 2023 - Misanthropy
February 18th, 2023 - Change
February 17th, 2023 - More Sleep
February 16th, 2023 - Sleep
February 15th, 2023 - Going Nuclear
February 15th, 2023 - A Strange Day
February 13th, 2023 - Three Days of Happiness
February 13th, 2023 - A Depressing Day
February 12th, 2023 - Commuter School
February 12th, 2023 - Good Conversation
February 12th, 2023 - Smart People and Happiness
February 11th, 2023 - Cubed and Squared
February 10th, 2023 - Positivity
February 10th, 2023 - Emotional Frustrations
February 10th, 2023 - Weariness
February 9th, 2023 - A Rainy Day
February 7th, 2023 - Wa wa
February 7th, 2023 - Confucianism
February 5th, 2023 - Pressure
February 3rd, 2023 - Happiness and Elden Ring
January 31st, 2023 - Wu Wei and Words
January 26th, 2023 - I hope you will listen
January 26th, 2023 - To listen
January 26th, 2023 - non-judgement
January 25th, 2023 - Wednesday
January 24th, 2023 - Faith
January 22nd, 2023 - I'm Just a Person
January 22nd, 2023 - Regression
January 19th, 2023 - Productivity
January 18th, 2023 - Untitled
January 17th, 2023 - A Good Day
January 16th, 2023 - Sick Day
January 14th, 2023 - My Diary Desu
January 12th, 2023 - Aku no Hana - a review
January 11th, 2023 - How the Moon People Lived
January 10th, 2023 - Chi no Wadachi - Thoughts from a Victim
January 4th, 2023 - Houseki no Kuni - a negative review
December 29, 2022 - Dreams of a Jian
December 29, 2022 - An Idiot
November 12, 2022 - Peace
October 26, 2022 - How's Life
October 26, 2022 - Fuck Reddit, Fuck 4chan
October 11, 2022 - An Overengineered Life
October 2, 2022 - Emotions
September 22, 2022 - Depression
September 20, 2022 - Where I'm at Right Now
September 20, 2022 - Sensitivity
August 24, 2022 - The Good Life
August 23, 2022 - The Intimacy of Japanese RPGs and Visual Novels
August 17, 2022 - Be an Asshole
August 16, 2022 - When I Write the Best
August 15, 2022 - More Suffering
August 13, 2022 - Nier:Automata - On Suffering
August 11, 2022 - The Grind
August 8, 2022 - What's the Point of Life?
July 28, 2022 - Insecurity
July 25, 2022 - The Spark Dies Out
July 16, 2022 - Be Yourself
July 11, 2022 - Acceptance
July 10, 2022 - Remembering Franku
June 26, 2022 - Letting Life Happen to You
June 21, 2022 - Chronic Stress
June 13, 2022 - Post-Narcissism
June 10, 2022 - Boredom
June 7, 2022 - First Post