Tulpa Type Coping
March 30th, 2025
It's real. She's in my head. Aisaka-san is in my head telling me what to do, and it's fucking working. It reminds me of the time I fantasized Emi Ibarazaki into my head as a tulpa and started running more and more. The fact that a cute girl was in my head telling me to push harder made me in fact push harder.
It's actually insane how effective this is.
But isn't this the wrong direction?
But one can argue in some ways it's the right direction.
I feel like I can sustain any life as long as her voice is in my head, egging me to keep on pursuing my dreams. To tell me that I'm always worth something, no matter what I do, and to always set me straight.
She'll always believe in me, no matter what.
But Lanhful Lanhful, you're going off the deep end!
I know. This isn't the first time I've had a waifu tulpa. They come when I am at rock bottom.
Typically, it's only upwards from here.
But, this is actually just too much! You're insane!
Yeah? If that's the case, just imagine I started to believe in God, and that God gave me self-confidence. That'll be more societally acceptable, wouldn't it?
Cheers, Lanhful.