Improvement?
February 28th, 2025
It appears my cognitive abilities and being quick-on-the-uptake has remarkably improved for some reason. I reckon it's because I decidedly improved the way I treated my body.
Though I will say, my symptoms of ADHD are firing up again, additionally my body is more tense. The PTSD is firing again, perhaps the neurons are wiring and firing and with them all the traumas and genetic dispositions are firing higher and higher.
I will say that it's nice to be cognitively aware again, and to be able to be, as I like to put it, not necessarily under duress but to be able to keep going.
But I will say, I don't think it's healthy to keep this much tension in my body. I wish there were a way for me to control this tension. I wonder what the matter of the fact is going to be.
Or perhaps, is this overconfidence from being sleep deprived? I wonder... I was not able to sleep well the previous few nights, I wonder if this is related. But I am slowly regaining my ability to have emotions and my ability to enjoy video games again, so I wonder what happpened.
I thank my therapist for being a paid listener.