More Wittgenstein
April 13th, 2025
Yesterday I hiked 7 miles with my coworker J. He annoys me a bit because he's racist. He's a fake virtue-signaling liberal.
Is it? Or is it that he's clumsy and doesn't understand he's being racist - either way I don't have the heart in me to tell him.
Also, I can't seem to just joke around when it's just me setting the tone of the conversation. I'm too serious.
Or is it that I'm too judgemental? Oh, my therapist would like to have a word with me.
I want to be emotionally accountable. I want to be physically accountable for my life too...
What does it mean to be emotionally accountable?
I drove down to XXX to get some Vietnamese food today. I can't believe I drove that far, but the food was worth it. I sat in traffic for three hours in total.
Tired
Feeling a bit tired. Nonsensical. I don't really enjoy much of anything, and I'm tired of replying to Hinge messages to be honest. It's all so burdensome making small talk and having no connection to these people.
I signed up for Vietnamese lessons tomorrow, so there's that.
Life, to me, is dull.
alexa, blast fetty wap on the jbl