Goals
December 2nd, 2025
I need goals. I need direction. I have money. I made my money. I have a career, and I'm growing there, but for what?
Perhaps, I have a goal of having as much sex as I possibly can.
Not sure if that's a particularly good goal to have, but it is one.
Perhaps a better goal would be: "connect with as many people as I can."
"To make a lot of money." "To change people's lives." "To take responsibility."
"To express oneself." "To make cool shit." "To change the world."
None of these words really resonate with me. I just feel empty mentioning these things.
It's easy to distract myself from my problems by watching Reels, but let's be real. I still feel empty.
There's just something missing. I can't seem to find it. There's a part of me that accepts that this is the way things are to be, and there's a part that's just uneasy about the whole venture of life.