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September 21st, 2025

Girls often come across my mind. I think about the girls I've dated. Sometimes I think, "Had I just matured faster, had I had more experience, had I tried to understand others better, would it have worked out?"

I'm not getting any younger—did I make the right move uninstalling the apps?

Baby Face

Still, folks ask if I'm in school.

I have a baby face. At twenty-five I've been mistaken for a fifteen year old. I take pretty good care of myself:

  • I get all the vitamins from Blueprint supplements
  • I avoid sun and wear sunscreen
  • I exfoliate
  • I moisturize
  • I drink at least a liter of water a day
  • I eat a well-balanced whole grain vegetable-based diet with a variety of proteins (organs, fatty meats, lean meats, fish)
  • I don't own an alarm clock
  • I keep my stress levels down

Sometimes, I wonder if I should stop taking such good care of myself and prematurely age my skin. To look like a young man rather than a young boy.

I'm not as good looking, but you get the idea. Lee Hyun Woo is twenty-six.

When interacting with people it definitely sets a tone. I mean look at his face. How would you interact with Lee Hyun Woo versus Mel Gibson?

They just give different vibes.

I had spent so much time online I forgot that I looked shockingly young.