Cycling
September 1st, 2025
I went cycling across the city. It's really nice. I enjoy it.
Being alone didn't even cross my mind, in fact I think it's better that way. Imagine I had to lug people along while I was having the time of my life going downhill at 30mph no helmet.
I don't do competition that well. I know that for sure, haha. But risk-taking? Sign me the fuck up.
Afterwards I went to eat at a noodle house, and I noted there were quite a few patrons alone as well.
Moody Bipolar
I bought a $40 maid dress on Amazon today. It comes in two days, I had to sign up for my own Amazon account so my order doesn't show up on my shared family account.
To match with the maid dress, I'm thinking of buying sunglasses, a unicycle, and a JBL speaker and blasting Creepy Nuts down Market street to aura farm.
I mean, I have the money and time to do it. Why not? One life.
Next convention that comes up I'll definitely be wearing a maid dress.
Risk Appetite
I actively discuss with ChatGPT about my financial decisions. There's typically only two types of people I can discuss financial ideas with:
- Older or richer folks who aren't threatened by my net worth
- Peers who are ambitious and are actively seeking ideas
ChatGPT is nice in that they don't limit me in directions. I also use ChatGPT for therapy and discussion. (On a side note, late Wittgenstein is a cheat code for getting out of a bad mindspace.)
My asset class spread currently is:
- 35% crypto
- 40% equity
- 15% cash
- 10% real estate
I am actively seeking leverage to grow my real estate business faster. Working a tech job helps bootstrap funds, but that alone will not make me rich.
I have looked into angel investing, and I'll need to wait one more year before I qualify according to SEC regulations. Unfortunate. I'd love to chuck $5k-$25k at some startup and blow my money up over the course of the next several decades. I've looked into options trading, but the risk/reward ratio is dogshit compared to moonshot tech startups.
I am sitting on too much cash. I need to make the cash work for me, but I already have six figures in crypto. There's a small dip in the market now, but I am uncertain if I want to over-expose myself.
But the header of this section is Risk Appetite for a reason, right? For some reason my brain gets dopamine winning and losing money. As long as it isn't sideways I'm happy.
Opening the Discoverability of this Blog
I've re-opened the blog to be discoverable on Neocities. Why? I wonder why too.
It's not like the attention gives me any real conversation. It's just numbers on the page. But the tickers make me feel like what I'm writing is meaningful.
Playing with Your Worm
I haven't masturbated in a couple weeks. For some reason, everytime I get the urge to view or do something sexually explicit, an old friend's voice sounds in my head.
It was a late night Discord call. He hops in the voice chat and in the most gamer stoner voice ever asks, "Who up playin' with they worm? Who playin' with they worm? Lemme see, lemme see."
Everytime I hear that damn gangly voice replay in my head I stop "playin' with my worm." I don't know. Probably the easiest no-fap method to date.
