Misanthropy

February 20th, 2023

I'm a misanthrope on the subconscious level.

Why? Because I naturally will self-isolate. Left to my own base desires I will lock myself in a room and never leave. A professional hermit. My brain doesn't want to see human beings.

I have no idea why. Time and time again I tell myself to reach out to friends. To keep in contact. Make sure they know I'm still alive. To have fun.

But for whatever reason, I don't make the effort. The contact drifts away to zero.

Sigh. Say, it's just words in my head again, aren't they? The negative energy I mean.

Just enjoy life. Well, maybe today's not one of those days, again. That's okay.

Five things I'm thankful for:

• A long run today
• The sun on my face
• Funny TikToks about president's playing video games
• Learning more about low-level APIs
• The taste of water

Heh. Already broke my social media ban so soon. Oh well!

An old "sakuga" hero of mine, Yoh Yoshinari.
Brings me back to my better teenage years.

Cheers.