To change the world
May 30th, 2025
Why Chainlink will succeed -- we need truth devices in a decentralized world. That's it. There's no better solution, and sometimes Chainlink doesn't tell the exact truth, but there will still be a need for it regardless.
Personally, I realize that I lack the conviction and self-belief that most startup founders have. I don't have it. Yet.
I recently read the book Mindset. I read it to myself out loud, while laying on the floor. Humming the words loudly to myself. I realize that failure is simply direction, like asking the gas station attendant where the nearest grocery store is. It tells you where to go quickly.
It'd be silly not to ask for directions.
I am growing exponentially at my role, why the hell would I switch now?
Wittgenstein is Bunk
Emotions and pre-linguistic thought are thrown out the window of serious inquiry under Wittgenstein -- it's clear from brain scans that neuron activation precedes symbolic creation.
There's serious inquiry on the validity of Wittgenstein now, I do understand the relativism and the merit in believing that truth and logic are functions of context. It gives an empathetic view to all human understanding, but as for the validity of truth there's a certain aversion entirely.
I have begun to start searching for the truth again. I realize that before I had believed so whole-heartedly that truth was impossible to find, but that in itself is such an ignorant truth that lies to itself.
I am hungry for the truth of reality, and to see what really is the case.
Am I too old? Why me?
There's serious thought in age and how the youth are stronger cognitively and all sorts of pattern-based observations amongst mathematicians. Why me? Why not anyone else?
I like to take Hardy's humble argument -- that frankly, I am no good at anything at all, so it's rather harmless for me to pursue my interests. And why my craft? Because there's nothing more beautiful, and to justify it in itself, I have nothing better to do with my life.
It's nonsensical, I really ought to just lose myself in my craft and pursue it wholeheartedly.
Am I enough? Am I not enough? What do others think of me? Where is my peace?
It feels as if it never is enough.