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I hope you will listen

January 26th, 2023

Whew, three posts in one day. That's a record.

I like listening to midwest emo and japanese soft indie/rock. I don't know how obvious it was considering how sappy and melancholic my posts are.

But it's come to my attention that you are actually reading my blog. Yes, you the reader. It said on my Neocities page that people are actually clicking on this website. That scares me honestly.

How do I feel about this? Well, I think the song Portrait of a Woman on a Couch With Cats puts it eloquently, "I hope you will listen, but hope you won't hear me".

The song really encompasses the angst I feel. I know angst is immature, idiotic, and that I should have grown out of it by now. But I still feel this way. And I do feel guilty about it at times. That's why "So so long fairweather friends I'll see you when I'm feeling more eloquent" pretty accurately describes myself.

I appreciate you reading this blog, "but hope you don't hear me."

Cheers.