Positivity
February 10th, 2023
Somewhere in the back of my head, the words are coming at me. They're telling me to be more positive.
Re-reading my old writing, I've found a sad color in most of it. You can hear a person's inner voice when they write after all. Mine sounds like kneeling on concrete.
Before I force myself into a Depressive Spiral of Toxic Postivity
I gently remind myself that I don't have to be positive even if I should. That the easiest path to happiness is to relenquish control and trust my body.
Trust myself in doing whatever it is I do. Even if it means to write these dreary entries again, to just trust my mind to do so. Trust my body to do so. So be it!
To release. Stop trying to control and be something you're not. Because I'm just a person. And with that, hopefully I'll just be that.
Phew. No more words. Shh. My mind at ease...
