Pathetic
February 25th, 2023
I've realized how pathetic I've been to be honest. So much to the point I've considered deleting these posts.
But, if someone out there is as pathetic as I was, I'd like them to know at least that there's a way out. That you don't have to sit in emo feelings and self-loathing for an eternity.
I guess in a way, I'm documenting my recovery from melancholy and emo-boyness into masculinity.
Like, I get the toxic masculinity stchick that gets paraded a lot, but at the same time I'm realizing why that's the case.
Goals
It's just, you gotta' get moving and schmoving. You can't just sit down and self-pity. You gotta' man the fuck up and get out there.
Start doing shit. Make your bed. Clean your room. Anything. It's just not healthy to be inactive.
Action precedes thought. Don't trust your fucking brain to think the right things because it's not. It never will. It's going to subjugate itself out of survival instincts (fear).