about me
January 11th, 2023
About Here
It's very rare when I speak to someone I tell them what's really on my mind. I keep to pleasantries. I focus the conversation on them. It's common we leave the conversation and they've learned nothing about me.
So this is where I journal about what I'm really thinking. What's plaguing my mind. What's gnawing at my skull. What's eating my heart out.
This is where I cough out my dirty laundry to get it out of my chest. Like a sticky, dark brown phlegm.
About There
I maintain another blog about tech. Surprisingly, I actually work at a tech company you've probably heard of before. But I'll never connect myself to there, because this is supposed to be anonymous. And, I've said some disturbing things on this blog that hopefully I'll take to my grave.
Tech is a big part of my life, I've been programming and playing video games ever since I was eight years old. It was a great escape mechanism. But here, I don't mention it because that's not what's important to me. Tech is a means to an end.
Plus, the internet is in need of actually human content. Not the self-promotional branding shit you find on TikRedditTwitPinFaceGram. I affirm that I have the ability to write in the palatable, sanitized LinkedIn digital branding prose style (a.k.a. farm likes and upvotes,) but I'd rather keep this blog for me.
About Me
I go by "Lanhful."
- code monkey
- retired video game addict
- pixiv enthusiast and connoisseur
- professional coper
- anime and manga consumer
- capitalist that hates capitalism
- finds No Longer Human relatable
- gaslighting myself into the oblivion
- recently promoted to edgelord
- lower EQ than a dog
- pseud retard
I'm actually a rather positive force in real life. When I see my friends or even human strangers, something automatic kicks in within my lizard brain that tells me to smile and be excitable. But that's not how I really feel on a day-to-day basis.
All this here. This is how I really feel on a day-to-day basis.
Well, anyway. Enjoy your time here. Or not. Fuck.
